ginger steps.

i saw this photo of people watching sunrise ( or is it sunset? heh can't tell) on a mountain and i thought it was absolutely beautiful and then i realised i've never properly watched a sunrise nor a sunset before and i think i'll feel like the happiest gal on earth if i get to one day. hee (:

i've been sibling-less for my past 17++ years and probably for the rest of my life and i've never given it much thought until recently when i suddenly realised i had been kinda lonely actually. dad and mum are great people to share stuff with but i won't bother them with trivial minor stuff and that's when i really need someone to come to my room and sit on my bed and just listen to me talking on and on. an elder brother would be great, or an elder sis. but that's impossible. heh.

i'm kinda surprised at how some friends can really bring out the most natural me. like how me and wanqing forever get annoyed with each other but i know life'll be different without her. like how i just naturally walk into comics connection every time i go white sands to check if the latest fruits basket's out so that i can grab one for shiyi. like how i can just place my arm on edison's shoulder when i see him and whine to him about my results. like how i just walk into chu's room and lie on her bed and start telling her about some random guy. i don't deny new friends matter, a lot a lot, and one day new friends will become old friends too and somehow i look forward to it heh.

HAHA so many crappy random thoughts hohum.