exactly a year ago was the day when uncle called to tell that grandpa was diagnosed of cancer. that was the first time i saw daddy cry. that was the first time the idea of having someone close to me dying occurred to me. together with parents' quarreling and some disputes with friends and the coming up of prelims in a few weeks' time, those days were one of the most difficult times in my life.
everything turned out fine eventually. parents were back to normal, me and friends patched up again, and i did pretty well for prelims, and grandpa's conditions saw some improvement. though he passed away in the end on 30may this year (junhao's birthday, sometimes i really wonder if that's why i always feel this guy is biased against me heh), he died a peaceful death.
anyway! to be very honest, i'm really scared of getting into a class of strangers if mr tai approves me to change combi. i'm one very dependent person after all, and i dunno if i can survive the days before i make any new friends. but sandra says take it as a challenge, if i can overcome this, i can overcome anything. teehee (:
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