ginger steps.

came back from kl last night, it had been a great trip, really.

but now i have no mood to blog about all those memorable moments whatsoever. mum scolded me just now for some teeny weeny little matters like how i flush the toilet and which pail's water should i use to help her mop the floor and blah blah.

sometimes i really don't like it when she just assumes to know everything about me. she assumed that i threw tantrums at her cos she didn't let me sleep longer this morning, which is totally untrue and ridiculous cos i'm already a good 17.5 years old, i won't throw my tantrums at such teeny weeny little stuff. and apparently i was just not very happy with her cos everytime when she lets me do stuff for her she never seems to completely trust me with those stuff. she'll try all means to demonstrate what is her assumed correct way to do them but hey mum i'm already 17.5 years old, i can mop the floor and make sure it's clean and if you want me to do it please leave it completely to myself. if i can't even mop a floor properly at the age of 17.5 what else do you think i can do.

yes mum i understand you very well, maybe not perfectly well but i do try very very hard to understand you and dad. i never waste a single cent of my pocket money on unnecessary stuff cos i know it was not easy for you and dad to start afresh here in singapore when most people of your age then had already had a secure career. most of the times you are really sweet, mum, but sometimes you just refuse to let me explain myself cos apparently in your eyes i'm forever your little girl, and so you assume being my mum you know me inside out.

urgh holy shit i shouldn't be writing all these about you here. and i hope all my friends who are reading this won't get the wrong idea about you cos to me you're still the greatest mum on earth.

maybe me and johnny are some long-lost siblings after all cos our mums just sound too similar lol.

but for now i'm damn hungry, haven't eaten since 5pm yesterday but my pride doesn't allow me to step out of the room. urgh all this stupid pride thingy.

next entry i'll be back to normal and then i'll talk about my trip and do that thing that sarah tagged me to hoho.