ginger steps.

today is fiona lim's birthday so
happy birthday fiona (:
though i'm pretty sure the chance of she reading this is 0.01% haha.

went for training this morning. i think all epee coaches are meant to kill us or something. last time it was weiwen, and this time zhihua tortured us upside-down. we had to stay in the lunging position for a holy-crappy 7 minutes. and beside me reuben was making all kinds of weird facial expressions, lol which was highly entertaining and at least that made my 7 minutes pass a little bit faster haha.

another training session being the only foil girl, haix never mind i'm getting used to it already, on thursday bernice'll get a fair share of that feeling too hoho. i'm damn sad cos these days i can no longer win any of the guys, and for this i've figured out a few possible hypothesises, it's probably cos 1) the guys are improving, 2) i'm getting lousy, 3) i'm losing my confidence, or 4) i'm just being distracted by some stuff these days. and no one can deny that junhao's improving tremendously, and i feel glad for him cos he really put in lots of effort so it's finally getting paid off (:

then after training i stopped by at tm on my way home to look for johnny at his working place to pass him the chewing gums that he was bugging me day and night for before i went kl. he was having lunch at his restaurant and he let me try his prawns and beef, which really tasted damn nice! the beef was so tender i couldn't even believe it was beef x) if chu and her friend really end up working there as well then i'll have 3 people to treat me to the food there! yay! haha.

just now i took a nap and when i woke up i felt terribly weak all over, physically and mentally. i suddenly remembered all those complicating stuff going on around me and i felt so tired of everything i just wanted to lie down again and never wake up again. hah so stupid la, maybe i was just tired from training.

tomorrow to friday will be the camp for the primary school kids. while other pairs of group leaders are friends, i still barely know leonard. never mind things will get better once the camp starts. and i really have no idea how things'll turn out like cos andrew gave me an impression that the kids are simply unpredictable haha. i just pray that they won't climb over me or else i'll be so traumatised ]:

yesterday we were in school for the whole day doing prepation for the camp. i almost fell asleep while doing origami =p guess this kind of girly work just isn't meant for me, but my pieces turned out pretty nice though (: so if anyone's nice to me i may just decide to send you the christmas card i made :D lol. and i guess highlight of the day was still the trip back home with emelyne and junyang HAHA. and since eme thinks so highly of me i shall be nice here too by saying 'YES EME I LOOK FORWARD TO SPENDING THE NEXT 3 DAYS WITH YOU TOO'. lol just expect more entertainment from me and junyang :D

haven't seen shiyi at all since she came back from ocip. and i bought the same pair of sneakers as her =p hey i wasn't exactly being a copy cat ok cos after all the sneakers really suit my uniform more than hers (:

sandra asked me to take sats but i'm really very unsure cos now i'm not even certain if i'm still interested in going overseas for uni, just look at my promos results man haix.

and i received a weird comment for my previous entry, posted by anonymous who copied and pasted 3 paragraphs of the entry. this is damn weird i feel traumatised x( lol.