ginger steps.

everything's tiring me out so much that sometimes i really hope i don't have to take all this just by myself. i hope there's someone who can contribute a pair of feet to stand in my shoes, contribute a pair of eyes to look at things from my angle, and contribute a brain to think with me.
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold
i think i'm pretty much the opposite now heh.

but then again, i know life after all is still just me myself myself and only myself. no one can replace me. and no one should replace me anyway. everyone else has got their own things for them to fret over, as if those things aren't enough yet haha.

i'm starting to enjoy all my hectic days. but it's like running a 100m race, all the other runners are only 10m away from the finishing line, and you are still 50m away. even if you start running at the speed thrice that of the rest, you may still not be able to catch up. so....do some calculations and run at 4x the speed then! :p HAHA not funny. hm i just don't want to end up regretting 3 months later, or even worse, for the rest of my life.

i'm getting to like this song that ely sent me. it doesn't have the typical catchy easy-to-find-a-pattern kind of melody that i normally look out for, but somehow this is an exception heh.

This Is Love
Kelly Rowland

Can you describe the moment
When two people fall in love?
Some say the clouds will spin in circles
And the rain will turn to dust
The poor will start to laugh
Even the rich will start to cry
It can sneak up like a soldier
It can wake you up at night

That's what i feel when i'm standing here with you
It's what my heart has sworn to be true

This is love
It's written on my face
It's the way i lean my body towards you
Even when i'm a hundred miles away
This is love
Like a diamond in the sand
It took so long to find you
I can't wait another day to say
This is love
This is love

You take my imperfections
And turn them into art
If i can change one thing about you
There would be no place to start
You are safety without numbers
You are dangerously wild
But you're sweeter than rock candy
And you ease my inner child

It's what i feel when im standing here with you
It's what my heart has sworn to be true

No im no easy angel
I'm moody like the wind
I am impatient, complicated
I am fragile deep within
But you're no fool
And im no little girl
Have we not found
There is love in the world