ginger steps.

hello. i decided to come here and blog cos i can't really fall asleep. heh.

a's results were finally released today, i mean yesterday, after much anticipation/speculation/agony haha.

i got d for gp.. :( :(

and a for everything else! :) :)

which means this is the first time i get a for chem, the first time i get a for bio, and the first time i get higher than d for econs. and so i owe a big thank you to all my dedicated teachers and helpful friends (:

which also means i'm now officially offered a place at lse, ucl and edinburgh (:

so i must say i'm very proud of myself! though i can't stop thinking about my denmark/donkey/dog (heh i remember myself saying 'it's d not b' for god knows how many times on the phone) for gp and imagining the consequences it's gonna bring me. let's just face it, gp is the kind of subject that people won't notice it if you do well for it but people will definitely make a fuss over it if you don't do well, be it school interviews or scholarship applications. but daddy says my analytical and expressive skills have always been quite lacking so this is kinda expected. but i think i should be contented already right? yes i guess given how little effort i put in during my 2 years in jc i should really be contented already hah.

ntu open house later on today and london's combined colleges exhibition on sunday and nus open house next weekend! i'm quite looking forward to attending them with my friends hehe. and the time to choose a course has finally come. i still bear in mind what my friend told me about why i shouldn't study medicine and i do take the words very seriously, and so i am thinking through things very carefully now haha.

how could i screw up my gp ok enough about results! what's more important is still about the rest of our entire learning journey, and the rest of our life ya, which includes many things that matter more than grades (heh so cliche but it's true).

thursday was my last day at maybank. hanpink yongmarn and victor treated me and szemin to lunch, or rather hanpink treated all of us to lunch haha. janice and alan gathered a few people and shared a present for me (: which made me feel very bu4 she3 de haha. i don't really regret my decision, though it wasn't as easy as expected to leave the office with everything and everyone behind. i learnt a lot of things during my 3 months there and i am now really very grateful for everything that i have, for having such concerned parents who laid a good foundation for me which allowed me to strive higher and higher in my education, so that life can be easier for me next time. and for everyone and everything else.
hanpink: 你是幸福的!
lol so cute la.