ginger steps.

hello. i've decided that i'm no longer unemployed. i am a tuition teacher ok (: and i take great responsibilities for the bright future of the children students.

and i'm self-teaching german!
Ich bin sehr nett! Und ich trinkeTomatensaft, keinen Alkohol. Wo ist hier ein Blumengeschäft? Ich suche Blumen und ein Geschenk für meinen (:
whahaha sounds damn pro right? but i think my pronuncation sucks haha.


at this point of time i really hope i know what i want.
i hope there is someone who understands exactly how i feel and what i'm thinking without me having to open my mouth and say it syllable by syllable, and someone who won't ask me questions like 'why will you want to do this' and 'don't you think doing that is a better choice' as if i've never thought about those questions myself.
heh i think i'm too dependent, to the extent that i don't dare to make decisions on my own without seeking opinions left and right. and that is very very bad, you know?