ginger steps.

updates from home (: i feel like writing a long post today.

the 3rd project is on the way, on top of the current 2 that are already taking up many many hours of mine. sooner or later i'm gonna mix up all my project groupmates haha. yesterday we had two presentations during marketing tutorial and i was so extremely impressed by the group consisting of the 5 double-degree people. i suddenly felt very enlightened on what areas to improve on for our own presentation haha. presentation's next week, i'd better get myself plasters for the pair of heels that i've barely worn before :p

every week is kicked off by the 6 consecutive hours of lessons on monday mornings. it feels like as long as i can survive those 6 hours the rest of the week will just breeze by heh. it's already the 4th week into the semester and i still feel 0 motivation to study. but i want good gpa, and i want good internship positions, and i want overseas exchange, and eventually i want a good degree, i don't know how i am gonna get them if i continue like this, unless they decide to drop down from the sky and hit my head.

but i have been enjoying going to classes with my classmates (: they're really nice and helpful people, especially xinxuan who's always such an understanding girl (: and yongquan was a senior from dunman high actually! though we've never seen each other around haha and now he's downgraded to a classmate. i think i made a serious mistake by agreeing to jog with him someday. you don't jog with an ex-tracker, especially when you haven't jogged since last year's 2.4, do you. lol.

and i still don't feel any commitment to ntu fencing. i couldn't decide between learning the basics with the freshies and mustering the courage to go up to the seniors to train with them. heh i don't know la. but maybe like what nganching said, as if i felt much commitment to eds and rj fencing when i just joined them for 3 weeks.

speaking of nganching, we had dinner together at subway on tuesday :D shufang was spending her night at yifang's room that night, so we went to visit our dear friends afterwards (: it was really a good time catching up with old friends haha i think i need more of that in my life (: but no cup noodles for nganching anymore! cos KG took it when he was hungry haha. why not you store more cup noodles in my room :D

there was recruitment for next year's hall xiv foc. i'll be a cgl next year (: i'm still unsure about how much i deserve the post, but i guess like what people were telling me, the best i can do now is to be a good cgl. i'm really quite looking forward to the entire thing ahead of me (:

breakfast with ely this morning! we walked in a drizzle haha. catching up with her was such a great thing. need i say more (:

oh and it's teacher's day celebration today. i got a shock when junyang reminded me about it. it felt as if the last teacher's day was just yesterday heh. and unis don't even celebrate it. happy teacher's day to all my teachers (:

the girls and i will be meeting zixian for dinner tomorrow! :D i don't know whether it'll be the last time we're seeing her before she flies off. but urgh i shan't think about that now. ><

and i think these days i'm so preoccupied with ntu ntu and more ntu, that i fail to remember that there're still many people in my life that are equally important, if not more. i'm not making an effort to meet up friends who are flying off soon, or studying in a different uni as me, or studying in the same uni but i haven't bumped into at all, or not studying yet haha. and i'm not making an effort to find out whether dad and mum are leading a good life back at home. i think i'm a lousy person. i really miss everyone a lot really.

hai ok enough said! i think chuchu's coming up for mooncakes later hehe! study hard my dear friend i'm praying for you (: