hi. feeling an enormous emptiness. job-seeking isn't getting anywhere yet. i have to keep reminding myself that the HRs probably need more time to process the applications because it's been only a week or so since i submitted mine? 度日如年 fits perfectly here. everyone who's working is telling me to enjoy the freedom while i can, and i know very well that i will understand after i start working, but i just want to start working.
exchange of messages with friends who are all back in china now is still frequent though getting less frequent, and i find it harder and harder to come up with new topics other than 'what have you been doing'. i know that everyone still cares for one another and misses the days together, but our paths have truly separated with each of us back to our own old/new lives.
friends in singapore are all busy working/studying, and it really sucks being the only unemployed one idling at home from day to day. everyone's so busy that i don't even feel like calling anyone out. and when someone initiates a last-minute meet-up because his/her initial plan gets cancelled, i feel like a plan B.
i hope that this waiting can end soon, whatever that i'm waiting for.
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hi dear, i cant wait to see you tmr morning. im sad that youre feeling horrid about this waiting business. but dont give up okay! and please you can always ask me out (and i hope you dont feel horrid about me asking you out last minute ): )
goodnight dear.
hehehe <33
time to update since someone has found a job alr ah!
v^^v aiyo you are so sweet :D
WHY YOU NO UPDATE?!
wahh i updated before i saw your comment! aiyo why we so 心有灵犀 ;) ;) ;)
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