ginger steps.

allow me to whine first:

i've got pw written report and chem week publicity stuff to do and the best thing's that next week there's national day holidays which means i have to sacrifice my holiday which makes me feel even worse cos i'd rather come school to do all those necessary stuff cos who doesn't agree that holiday's a time for you to relax and go out?? urgh.

AND THIS MORNING WANQING POINTED OUT THAT I'VE GOT EYEBAGS!!! i've never gotten eyebags my whole life as far as i can remember. last year xiaocui told me me i should make sure i never get them cos once i get them it's gonna be damn hard to remove them. my eyes are already small, can you imagina two more patches of purple below them now?? ): ): ): heart-broken.

and training's damn boring without bernice and sichen. and training's gonna stop after next week. some, or most, are rejoicing cos finally they get to sit down and study but i just don't feel so as much. i thought i always know my priorities well but maybe this year i just get more playful. WHICH IS BAD, VERY BAD >< please please may i get back to the study mood pleeease urgh.

and i'm down for econ and bio rememdials, why am i not surprised? but apparently mr vadi's making us stay back after national day celebration for the first remedial which is a huge mistake cos i'm supposed to go out with shiyi and wanqing! it's been more than 8 months since we 3 last went out together, like oh my god la.

i'm supposed to go for scholarship day this saturday with sichen bernice and sandra but bernice only wants to go for the later half and sandra's not sure if she's got interact stuff. sad sad sad. i'll be even sadder if i find out that i can't qualify for those scholarships cos i'm not singaporean, not that i want them that much, but it makes me feel foreign heh.

too much stuff coming my way i so feel like collapsing. to make things worse people are being inconsiderate, intentionally or not.

and as for things that make me glad! :

well, basically nothing? ok maybe i can include shaun buying me a flower today cos lit week people were selling. gerbera, that's my favourite flower teehee.